Fake

I know what people think about fake... And I refuse to elaborate further about that thought.

I guess for me it is okay as long as you are comfortable with it. I am a big fan of fake.. fake lashes, fake eyebrow and faking effect that is. I am not one of the lucky people whose born with nice features on their faces. My eyelashes are so short and thin and my eyebrows are non-existent.

I actually blamed myself for having less hair. You see, I was a very very naughty girl. I grew up staying with my late grandfather and it used to amuse me just watching him shaved his beard and mustache. I was 4 or 5... when one day, out of mere stupidity and short-life-span amusement, I took his razor and shaved my eyebrow and some of my hairline off! Needless to say, I got it big time form the adults. But it has all been forgotten now... except for the fact that the hair never grew back...

Like many women, I want to look beautiful. No matter what it takes. Stereotype as I am, I think pretty means having long lashes and thick eyebrow, big eyes, sharp nose and fuller lips... as well as nicely shaped face.

And I am in the quest to look more beautiful. I guess the rest of my features are okay except for my eyebrow & lashes. I had my eyebrow embroided last year but still not very happy with the result. I want more brow's hair, not some tattooed-like eyebrow. And I have been wearing fake lashes everyday that it's damaging my original lashes. So last Saturday, I decided to do temporary lash extension.. And here how it looks like after a day:


And today, on the third day, some of the 'glued-in' lashes have fallen off. And since the package I took comes with 5 times re-do, that's exactly what I'm going to do... maybe on Wednesday.

For the time being, I have to be careful so I won't go bald again...