What to do...

I got a text from Lucy today asking if I can really make it to her wedding in London at the end of this month. Before she left KL more than a week ago, Bo told her that we may not be able to go due to work commitment. I know she'd really love to have us there, and I on the other hand would really love to be there. So when I asked Bo again and he said 'No', it really broke my heart.

I was excited when he said we could go last month, but when someone f***ed up with something in the company, he has to be around to make sure that everything going on smoothly. And at these moments of time, he can't risk not being around in case something important comes up. I could go alone, by myself but the thought of traveling alone 14 hour long flight and sleeping alone in a foreign country is not what I would want to go through.

There goes my European trip! Guess I'll never know if I am to set my foot there ever again...sob...sob...sob...

So Lucy darling, from the bottom of my heart, I apologize. I will make it up to you someday.