Ouch! Big time!

Most of you know I lost my pregnancy about a couple of weeks ago... I thought I could move on a week after that... Oh no! I was so wrong!

Last Friday, Bo took me to the hospital again because the abdominal pain I've been having worsen over time. At the hospital, a different doctor checked me.. She did scan and pressed my tummy and asked me questions. I told her I was just here 2 weeks ago, she told me to wait outside while she referred to the other doctor. And then, she took my blood & urine sample, for pregnancy test she said... I was super confused at this point but gave in anyway. She then took me to do a vaginal scan.. I was still very confused, but secretly hoping that something good would come out of this.. She told me she suspected that I was pregnant earlier on, that gave me a little hope.

She called 2 of her colleagues to see the image on the screen during the vaginal scan to get second opinion... Really made me uncomfortable, but the pain was unbearable that all I wanted was for them to get it over and done with. After the scan, she took me to the consultation room and told me what was happening. I was shocked! Apparently, the pregnancy I lost 2 weeks ago had a couple of twins but were ectopic. Implanted just outside of my left tube. I have no choice but to undergo Laparoscopic (keyhole surgery) and remove both the pregnancy... I was

devastated but what other choice did I have?

I was admitted to the hospital that day and was in the Operation Theater by 8.30 PM.. By almost 1 pm, I was back in my hospital bed and was having the most excruciating pain I've ever felt in my entire life... The pain was so great that my blood pressure went up and they had to jab me with pain killer. Before I dozed off, they showed me 2 plastic containers containing bloody thing I suspected the pregnancies they 'extracted' that night. I was so tired I fell asleep before I could see what was the shape or how it looked like.

By Sunday I was discharged with 4 holes on my belly, impossible to move around and couldn't really eat anything. I thank God for Bo & my sister who did everything for me... Even Noah helped around.

Here's photos of my tummy (the aftermath)

Here's video on how it was done, this isn't mine though but the procedure is the same. Take from Medicana Life website. Very graphic so watch with caution!